My Cerclage

In September 2005, I was pregnant with twin girls. I lost my pregnancy at 19 weeks apparently due to my "incompetent cervix." I became pregnant again and wrote all about it on this blog. I now have a wonderful son. Since bed rest, anxiety and cerclage were so much fun, I've decided to do it all again.....

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Blogging in my Head

This post I am writing? I began it yesterday afternoon. It is so short and I still can't get it posted. How many posts have I written in my head? A lot! I'm so sorry. I am bummed to be such a bad blogger. Not only in my inability to actually get a post online, but also in my uncanny nack for posting boring, terrible material. Motherhood has changed me. I am a dud. Every morning, I wake up and make a mental list of all I have to do, and blogging is always on it. I manage to start every project, but at the end of the day I complete no projects. One would think I would just chose one task and finish it. It will be a miracle if this post actually makes it to the virtual world. I have all but stopped proof-reading. It's true, I go back and see typos, grammatical errors (sorry Sarah, I know the English teacher in you must cringe)and poor writing. This blogging freeze has got to be temporary. The trick is to somehow get the posts from inside my head onto the computer. It is a superhuman task worthy of a superhero. THAT is how hard it seems to be to find the time, concentration and energy to make it work (am I quoting Tim Gunn from Project Runway?). But since I have some superhero-esque traits, I feel I might just be up to the challenge.Please stay tuned....